Self-Offence

Am I ignored?
Am I rejected?
Is it my fault,
or i have i succeeded?

I tried and I failed
I hoped and I just trailed
I hurt myself and betrayed myself
just to make a friend I improved myself

But how could I improve?
what an absurd word!
how could I even preserve
this humble and insane world?

Yes, I am compressed
Yes, I am depressed
No, I have nor recessed
No, I have not processed

So can I gain improvement?
or will I fall in to some insanement?
My heart is rotten and fallen
full of impact and sudden

I feel something as my fault
Are you a friend or my simple cult?
something as my own offense
Or is it something unbinding us, like a simple fence?

Please, show me the path, show me the way
tell me if the skies are grey
Please tell me what the problem is
or read to me you single thesis.

Is it me, or is it you?
Is it my consciousness or is it your negative?
Please open up your fucking soul
and become at least a little positive!

I know you, and I love you
I believe you and I hold you
I don't wanna let go of you
And I don't wanna limit you.

Is there a problem?
Am I annoying you and being rotten?
is there a block?
Or am I crying just like a living rock?

Please answer my questions
or please reject my religions
Please tell me where the truths lie
or tell me if it's insane to cry.