Powerless

Is there any point in calling you?
Is there any point in waiting?
Is there any point in trying?
Is there any point in loving?

I would say "NO"
but I have no heroism in myself
I have a weak soul,
so I keep on saying "YES"

I keep on admitting my fault
I keep on rejecting all the words you say
I keep on telling you: "I want!"
but you keep on rejecting me today.

I am looking for your heart,
that you seem to have lost.
I am looking for you heart,
that you threw away and tossed.

I hate you and there's nothing I can do with it.